I’ve been stumbling in the darkness.
Who turned off the sun?
I’ve lost every bit of my bliss.
I can’t remember fun.
Where was I going?
Why am I here?
Where is my clarity?
Why do I fear?
As the questions assault me
I sit down right where I am.
I am not moving until I have a plan.

Car horns are blowing
middle fingers hurled my way.
I sit here oblivious
with eyes closed I pray.

Father God I know that I have been here before.
I know lost is an illusion. I know I am Yours.
I know that confusion is the work of the dark
I know I AM light, you planted the spark.
I know this moment is a lie.
I know this moment is a lie.
I know this moment is a lie.

So I sit here in traffic
and I let myself cry.
Protected, loved, encouraged
even in my despair.
This is but a moment
I refuse to live here.

I feel angels hands on my heart
they help me to my feet
They sit me somewhere safely
while all my prayers, You meet.

I know this moment is a lie.
I know this moment is a lie.
I know this moment
will pass by.